its been one and a half years im not dropping a words here
hmmm
so many things happen and is passed already
time cannot turn back
and my life must go on

i feel so lucky im being chosen to national service
ya,people say they are the unlucky one before they go so am i
but after went there and u have a lots of friend who u meet everyday
they have been a part of ur life in this three months
they share their knowledge their happiness their tears their feelings
everything they will share with u
and most important is they colour ur life there
and now,all my friends in ns went back to their home respectively
me too
i miss them
i will never forget the moment we have been in this three months
ya we can meet up but for those who live really far away
what can we do??
once a year or maybe 10 years once???
is our fate to be friends
friendship will last long when one start to contact another
im sure everyone will be busy with their next life after secondary school

my friends say im cool
yes,i admit it
its my characteristic
i cant be passion
dont ask me why
i also dunno

this is really what i wanna say
OMG!!! the FOOD in ns really TERRIBLE!!!
and no water supply
how were we going to survive when there's no water??
but is luckily im back home safely without any injury and sickness

what else wanna say???
I MISS MY FRIENDS!!
including friends in ns and school
the truth is i cant go back for school and ns...
our time being together are really getting less and less
why there is such a separation between people in this world?????

很多事发生
也知道许多东西

距离远了
我有错
我觉得你也有

想找个人谈
又不懂找谁
大家都在忙

我不想我们的感情变淡
我只想我们会是永远的好朋友
应该说是知己

是我想多了
还是事情就是这样

我需要别人的意见
谁能帮我？

舍不得~

time past so fast
nw is july
n farewell is over
i tot v still have many time for us
bt v doesnt

tday farewell
happy
haha
my camera no battery
if nt i wan snap many many pic wif u all
haiz

i hope v gt another time to snap together
haha
the time past so fast
i hope it can stop
pls dun move
i wan it to stay together wif u al

farewell idun wan cry
cz someone will say yao cry
n i noe v gonna meet again
bt the times v meet is getting lesser n lesser
im getting down n down down

i cnt c u all nxt year
i cnt chat syokly wif u all
haiz
time pls stop
pls
pls

im gonna miss u all
miss our past time
n do keep in touch
i love u all
muakxxxxx

sick

sick a week d...
din tell my mum
din eat med...
haiz...
now more serious...
whole head is paining
the head vy heavy
haiz

results....
haiz
to me is bad...
bt to others is consider good
im nt going to tell my parents abt my result

if they noe it now...
sure i cnt touch my com
cnt write here
n cnt fb

needa do research nw
write more when im free

skull reopen le...
can c my frens
miss u all


haha....
a new person of me
cz i d 4gt abt two person....
haha
sui sui me
lol
dun wan help them...
=P
help oso gt limit de


recently live so happily
no ph ring
hahaha
continue continue
muahahhaha
like my life
this only call a normal life mah
lol lol lol
sot le
hahaha
=P


hope u guys live happily too~~
n everythg has a solution....
dun give up~~~
GAMBATEH!!!!

考完试了
放假了
有好也有坏

好的是
不用整天拿着书了
可以On9了
可以做我喜欢的事了

坏的是
又要接电话了
不过
我又找借口了
哈哈
不用听到那个声音
整个人好像飞起来了
哈哈
*weeeee*



伤心的事是多么的残忍
弄得我整天闷闷不乐
我已经努力地忘掉你
可是我还是想着你
怎麽办??

你口你说那样
但你还是做那东东
我不懂你在想什么
我也不想去知道
我要忘了你
忘掉你
过我的新生活
请你也忘掉我吧

i lie le
bt nvm
is a 善意的谎言
it make me feel gud
bt 4 u
i dunno
mayb it just make u mad
i thk is 4 ur gud

i saw d msg
i wonder y you lk tat
smtg pop up with me
dunno wat tat feel
feel tat i gonna do smtg
i been thkin it more n more
bt yet wat i wan to do??
confused
speechless
do-less

should i let it go??
mayb is better 4 me
should i put it down???

arrgggg!!!!
dun thk abt it
gonna work hard nw
exam
hope i dun dissapointed me
GAMBATEH YOI YING!!!


1 more thg
many ppl cal me yoi yoi
n i just din admit neither ignore it
smt it sounds gud n cute
anyway
feel comfortable with it
haha

你说过
不要再这样
可是我无法做到
我不懂我在想什么
也不懂到底应该做什么
唉
一切随缘吧


我发现
我真的越来越没用
学了的东西
我会
但过后又不会了
甚至连我搡长的都那么差

我曾说过
要好好读书
不要理别的东西
可我总是去理它
不明白
难道我真的什么了吗？？

考试要来了
应该结束那件事吗？？
然后考好来？？？


还有
原来你
Hmmm
enn...
唉～～

你
不要再打来啦
我顶不顺啦
好烦啊！
还有
我做什么
关你什么事
你酱8 做魔？？

他
不要吩咐我做事
我不是你的奴隶
还有
不要讲我没找你
是你没话跟我说
不是我不找你
就算找你
我也觉得很不爽
你的语气真的需要改善
我不明为什么她能和你在一起
=.=
不干我的事。。

我真的不懂你要怎样
今天你说要这样
明天你又说要那样
不要再玩了
我已经很累了

我已放弃了
一切都完了
不要再纠缠下去
你走你的
我走我的

最近
你找到跟他联络的方法
所以减少打给我了

当然
这是一件很值得开心的事
虽然你还有有叫我传话啦

可是
一波未平，一波又起
突然发生这种事
（不方便在这说)

真的好烦啊
我应该怎么办？？

有谁可以给我意见？？

今天早上
我还在睡觉
电话响了
我没去接
因为我懂是你打来的

补习回来
你又打来
唉～
又叫我传话了

晚上
你打了几次来
我爸和妈都怀疑了
女朋友？
=.=
我说不是
男朋友都不能有
何况是女朋友？？
被他们知道我有
我就死定了

接你的电话时
我真的很不耐烦
跟你讲电话时
我也没专心听
因为我觉得你很烦
每隔几个字你就打来
不接又不能

我也有我自己的时间
有我自己的事要做
不是天天等着为你传话
我要做功课时
你又打来
要吃饭时
你也打来
冲凉时
你也打来
连睡觉时
你也打来
好几次了
我是被你从睡梦中吵醒的

唉
我很想跟你说
不要再打来了
可是这很难开口

因为你
我有接电话恐惧症
每当听到电话响
我就感觉好烦
恨不得把电话丢烂
不让它响
我不懂为什么
就是怕电话响
那种感觉真的非常恐怖

刚刚我叫你不要再打来
这应该是好的开始
开始让我拒绝帮你

hmm....我应该怎么办呢？？

昨天补习
你要我明天去学校借你电话
可是我并不想
只好说我没带电话去
你一直求我借你
直到放学

回到家
你又打来
叫我带电话
可是我不想把我的电话借给你
你在电话里一直求我
最终我答应了
我就是这么心软

今天
去到学校
没看见你
朋友说
不要借你电话
不要让你更他联络
因为他不是好东西
免得你又为他而伤心

meeting 开始了
我在课室里
你看见我
问我有没有带电话
我犹豫了一下
说没有
你问为什么
我没回答

刚刚
你又打来了
我说我在煮食物
叫你等下才打来
其实我不想接你的电话
更不希望你天天打来
我觉得我已经有了接电话恐惧症

或许我朋友说得对
你应该放弃他
你们才见面过一次
而他对你是否真心
你我都不懂

我决定了
能拒绝的就拒绝
就算不能也得找借口
我不想你被他骗
虽然你我是好朋友
我应该帮你
支持你
可是让你继续被迷惑下去
我实在不能酱做

原谅我
我也是为你好

唉～你又打来了 T T

有时
我真的觉得你们很烦
你们之间的事情
我为什么要管这么多？
你们要分就分
要在一起就在一起。。
虽然我答应要帮你们
可是
请不要越来越过分=（

你每天都打来
一天好几次
有时我觉得好烦
还有
你叫我做的
能帮的
我都实践了
无论无时无刻
你都打来
我就来有接电话恐惧症！！
而我妈还怀疑我有女朋友 =.=

还有
不要再叫我打给他
自从我被他骂
我就不敢时常跟他联络
我怕我又在被他骂 T T

帮人是有限制的
不要越来越过分
甚至在学校也讲他
弄得我跟你谈时
我的朋友好像被忽略了
非常不好意思

我不想再帮你了
可我又不想你伤心
尽量吧。。

感情事真的好烦～

recently happen 1 thg to me
feel weird n dunnoe y i so care abt it
help my fren
sms sms n sms
ph cal n cal n cal
till my mum oso marah me d
n i thk in this process
i had did wrg smtg
i nearly gt feel to u d
luckily i awake
n i noe tat i cnt do tat
just lk they break is cz me
n i wont hurt my fren
love cnt play play
nw prob have settle
i wish i will less contact wif u
wish u 2 happy
n dun argue d
make me so sweat
=.=

recently so many ppl birthday
hmm
i prepare jor 3 present
n amanda last minute ask me draw the card wor
just do it..with my true heart
n print the pic of prs
wakakaka
celebrate my freinds' birthday in cls or hang out
oso make me no mmoney d
wuwu
haha
bt nvm
go out celebrate pm's birthday later ><

to all my 寿星女
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
祝你生了快乐～
祝你生了快乐～
祝你生了快乐～
祝你生了快乐～
SELAMAT HARI JADI~
SELAMAT HARI JADI~
SELAMAT HARI JADI~
SELAMAT HARI JADI~
생일 축하 합니다saengil chukka hamnida~
생일 축하 합니다saengil chukka hamnida~
생일 축하 합니다saengil chukka hamnida~
생일 축하 합니다saengil chukka hamnida~

i noe i selfish
avthg i just want myself gud
i din thk of u b4
bt i realy dun want u waste ur time
since i really cnt make it
nw only i noe i cnt 1 heart 2 use
i cnt balance al the thg i nid to do
i noe wat u want
i noe wat u wish
i noe hw u feel
i noe al tat
sorry
i cnt promise wat i say
i cnt alwaz b wif u
bt v r still frens
close frens

n i promise i wil face the dark strongly without u
im so scare when im in dark
i nt dare to c it
i scare i saw smtg again
i dun wan
bt 4 u
i promise i will overcome tis prob
with ur support

i wanna say is
im still who i am
i din change
i stil the 1 last time
just i cnt balance al the work i nid to do
sorry
n have a gud life

PRS camp had over
is a fun camp n nice camp
all committee works hard on it
especially amanda
almost al games r plan by her
thx
is really fun

im photographer
n im sorry
cz i din use my camera

i learn tat communication nid some skills
s my mum say 2 me
u dun tk much
cz when u tk u will alwaz make ppl bu shuang
i dunnoe
i had try my best to controll myself

n i learn many thg
lk v must listen wat our clien say
v must reply d
oh..emm....yea....yea ah....oo.....rupa-rupanya.....ect.ect.

n the food is nice too
i love d watermelon
although i eat 2 pieces only

miss mable's tk
she gif a play a game
abt how to listen to others prob
n tis make me laugh
make me wanna cry too

n the sir tan kok chang's tk make me laugh
haha
is so funny
hahaha

n the presentation
TANG MUN~
nw my name is tis liao
haha
thx 2 my group
group 2
tion tion tion~
they plan the sketch s well n i just listen to them
cz tat time im busy tking photo
sorry to my group
i din accompany u al play d game
even when eating
bt u al did well
i love u al
DISTINCTION!!!u r the best

the group binding there
i dun wan go out n tk
cz i dunnoe wanna tk wat
n i scare i wil ppl bu shuang
cz i really 直话直说
bt i control it
n tat time i dunnoe say wat oso
n the mic
haiz
it dun lk me lah

n i lk the session when everybody write 留言 at their back
i wonder who thk this idea
bt when i want write tat time
i yao dunnoe want write wat
haiz
wat la me
blur blur d

n when 2nd day
my mood sudden down
n i tel jia yuen i go toilet
i cry there
haiz
cry out d
feel ok d
n when i bac to hall
i yao cry
wat la
i dun wan d
mayb cry is 1 of my way to sread my feeling

after tat
they play game
n i stay there
to teach wei see abt d light
n then she only realise tat she cnt do it

then i eat wif weisee
v tk alot there
i dunnoe y i will say so much thg tat i dun even tell anybody to her
i dunnoe

when tis camp end
committee r high-ing there
haha
sing songs
tk photo
n i tk al committee signature
except chai yan
cz i 4gt d
><

lastly
i wan say
i din choose the wrong society
PRS U R THE BEST
n i rmb wat chai yan say
v must same kedudukan wif p n pps
GAMBATEH!!!

~ranger camp~

this is our booklet...front cover.......

theme :The Flavour Of Life......

n this os our EXPRESSO d name tag.....

is nice loh....

i lk it much.....haha

ranger camp~

13-14/3/10 is our ranger camp....
the theme is the flavour of life.....i love this theme....
act i din tk much preparation on this camp....
i pt much more effort in prs camp....doing booklet....
im sorry...tracy.....u ask me to thk yells n claps.....bt i din do so.....sorry
on friday....busy labelling al the thgs.....n make my puddin 4 dessert in cooking comp.....
saturday....v have our flag hosting ceremony.....then the committees and miss hwa give a short brief to us.....
then v have our ice breaking....nice..n fun..
nxt is gadjet making.....v make our flag pole n stool......v succeed ....bt the stool cnt b seated.....if nt u will pk ....haha
then v have our hiking.....haha...i lk it much....v success find the words F-L-A-L-O-U-R
then v have our lunch....hmm...still ok lah....
then is modern cooking.....v make a mushroom...a prawn...n a mix vege.....n ofcz a honeydew puddin with lots of fruit beside......
haha..i lk the puddin so much....cz it make by me n most imp is taste gud.....hehe....
later...v have presentation of our flag.....
then v discuss our sketch 4 the nxt day...
n v bac home at 4pm.....

the nxt day....
v have exercise......pl lie d...say 50 sec....bt almost 15 mins....till my hands so tired....wuwu
then v wash toilet together.....i 1st time wash toilet eh....
then v have tent pitching....v r the 1st group to fin the tent...haha
nxt is station game.....v have a lot fun there....almost al r wet...n full with grass...cz v craw...hehe
then is lunch....still same.....i eat al the dish.....bt din eat rice..haha><
then is spotcheck(dunnoe hw to spell)....hmmm....i label al thg...haha
then is presentation..our group present sketch..bt due to the beauty tat 4gt the words.....our skecth fail.....bt nvm.....v did our best.....
then v c al group d sketch...i slip there....haha....a while only lah...
then is sharing....pl n the committee cry.....
nxt....prize giving ceremony.....our patrol....EXPRESSO gt THE BEST COOKING......hahaha.....i soooooo HAPPY!!!!
then v hug each other n say GOODBYE....

EXPRESSO......I LOVE U....
TRACY....I LOVE U TOO...