its been one and a half years im not dropping a words here
hmmm
so many things happen and is passed already
time cannot turn back
and my life must go on

i feel so lucky im being chosen to national service
ya,people say they are the unlucky one before they go so am i
but after went there and u have a lots of friend who u meet everyday
they have been a part of ur life in this three months
they share their knowledge their happiness their tears their feelings
everything they will share with u
and most important is they colour ur life there
and now,all my friends in ns went back to their home respectively
me too
i miss them
i will never forget the moment we have been in this three months
ya we can meet up but for those who live really far away
what can we do??
once a year or maybe 10 years once???
is our fate to be friends
friendship will last long when one start to contact another
im sure everyone will be busy with their next life after secondary school

my friends say im cool
yes,i admit it
its my characteristic
i cant be passion
dont ask me why
i also dunno

this is really what i wanna say
OMG!!! the FOOD in ns really TERRIBLE!!!
and no water supply
how were we going to survive when there's no water??
but is luckily im back home safely without any injury and sickness

what else wanna say???
I MISS MY FRIENDS!!
including friends in ns and school
the truth is i cant go back for school and ns...
our time being together are really getting less and less
why there is such a separation between people in this world?????